So many questions keep popping in my head... Am I cut-out to be that person's lifelong partner, the type of guy I always wanted? Recently, have been thinking alot, and I realise I got so many flaws, no wonder I can't find a boyfriend... Hai... God, I am getting impatient again... Sorry. Lol!
Things I wanna focus to change myself:
1) Slim down another 6kg by Dec 2010
2) Improve my communication skills (Be bold, say what I mean and mean what I say, explain myself well to reduce misunderstanding) in the area of family, workplace and friendship.
3) Don't be selfish cos I think sometimes I am rather selfish. Eg: If I have free time, I rather spend it for myself and not really on other, unless really no choice. Very selfish right? But I am so busy that many times I don't even have time for myself. So when there is a chance to rest, I want it for my own. Time like this, esp when I am tired, I just feel like being alone. So don't talk to me or ask me to do things, I will get super frustrated, though I can still put up a smile on my face, it doesn't mean I am happy doing it. At times I will flare up, esp to my parents (aiyo, this is so bad). Everytime after I flare up, I feel so bad. So now I pray that God will teach me to be slow to anger and quick to listen! Is sth I want to change also.
That all for now... Wondering should I post up the 10qualities I am looking for in a man that I am looking out for? Should I should I not.... Lol... So funny!!!
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