Today attended a training course in the hospital on handling aggressive patient. The speaker shared and compared sth about Australia's health care system and Singapore's health care system. He talks about how drug abusers are given the right to take controlled drugs in public and it's so common to see Sharp boxes place in the toilet for these abusers to use them. Even when handling them as a patient in the hospital is so different from Singapore.
I find it quite worrying because many problems can arise due to the misuse of these controlled drugs, such as increase risk of getting infected with AIDS, Social problems and the many harmful effects of the drugs to the body.
I am thankful that in Singapore drugs or controlled drugs are strictly regulated. There isn't too much drug abuse case, no doubt there are many cases in Singapore, but it's not as common as in some countries. Even though there are cases of abuse, these abusers will be punished by law. I feel safe here!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
So many things I wanna do!!!
1. Clear my debts
2. Go fly kite with good weather
3. Slim down to 58kg
4. Parents and younger brother to come to Christ
5. Fulfill my promise to people I promise to (Hate to break my promises. Please be patient with me.)
6. Go Taiwan or Hong Kong with family for a short trip
7. Treat Godma to nice a meal or buy sth nice for her (Feels that she is too nice to me le must do sth for her to make her happy!!! hehe)
8. Want to get a pair of contact lens
9. Cut and straighten my hair
10. Trans Americaya!!!!
2. Go fly kite with good weather
3. Slim down to 58kg
4. Parents and younger brother to come to Christ
5. Fulfill my promise to people I promise to (Hate to break my promises. Please be patient with me.)
6. Go Taiwan or Hong Kong with family for a short trip
7. Treat Godma to nice a meal or buy sth nice for her (Feels that she is too nice to me le must do sth for her to make her happy!!! hehe)
8. Want to get a pair of contact lens
9. Cut and straighten my hair
10. Trans Americaya!!!!
What it takes to be somebody's wife
So many questions keep popping in my head... Am I cut-out to be that person's lifelong partner, the type of guy I always wanted? Recently, have been thinking alot, and I realise I got so many flaws, no wonder I can't find a boyfriend... Hai... God, I am getting impatient again... Sorry. Lol!
Things I wanna focus to change myself:
1) Slim down another 6kg by Dec 2010
2) Improve my communication skills (Be bold, say what I mean and mean what I say, explain myself well to reduce misunderstanding) in the area of family, workplace and friendship.
3) Don't be selfish cos I think sometimes I am rather selfish. Eg: If I have free time, I rather spend it for myself and not really on other, unless really no choice. Very selfish right? But I am so busy that many times I don't even have time for myself. So when there is a chance to rest, I want it for my own. Time like this, esp when I am tired, I just feel like being alone. So don't talk to me or ask me to do things, I will get super frustrated, though I can still put up a smile on my face, it doesn't mean I am happy doing it. At times I will flare up, esp to my parents (aiyo, this is so bad). Everytime after I flare up, I feel so bad. So now I pray that God will teach me to be slow to anger and quick to listen! Is sth I want to change also.
That all for now... Wondering should I post up the 10qualities I am looking for in a man that I am looking out for? Should I should I not.... Lol... So funny!!!
Things I wanna focus to change myself:
1) Slim down another 6kg by Dec 2010
2) Improve my communication skills (Be bold, say what I mean and mean what I say, explain myself well to reduce misunderstanding) in the area of family, workplace and friendship.
3) Don't be selfish cos I think sometimes I am rather selfish. Eg: If I have free time, I rather spend it for myself and not really on other, unless really no choice. Very selfish right? But I am so busy that many times I don't even have time for myself. So when there is a chance to rest, I want it for my own. Time like this, esp when I am tired, I just feel like being alone. So don't talk to me or ask me to do things, I will get super frustrated, though I can still put up a smile on my face, it doesn't mean I am happy doing it. At times I will flare up, esp to my parents (aiyo, this is so bad). Everytime after I flare up, I feel so bad. So now I pray that God will teach me to be slow to anger and quick to listen! Is sth I want to change also.
That all for now... Wondering should I post up the 10qualities I am looking for in a man that I am looking out for? Should I should I not.... Lol... So funny!!!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Life little happiness
Today I was just thinking about my ward while I was on my way to work. Thought about the people in my ward: my ward nurses, drs, HCA, PT, OT, ST & Dietitian. Find it a blessing to have nice people working together with me. At times stress & pressure arises; people get pretty work-up, and words cum actions can hurt, but they are still nice, at least I think they are nice.
I thought of this particular Dr who is currently attached to my ward, he is really nice, but I think the staff in my ward likes to ask him to do things. Some time I really pity him cos he is really too nice, and people do take advantage of that. I hope that he will not feel that he has been made used of. I hope that he will not feel pressured every time the nurses ask him to do things. I hope that this thing that happen will not change him, and cos him to dislike nurses... Hahaha... Let it be that whatever he is doing is genuine. I think I am interested to know him more, not just as a Dr in my ward. I want to know him like a friend. How? So funny!!!
Anyway, today in the ward I happen to see Justyn! So happy. He is in CGH for his OT attachment for 8weeks. His mentor happen to be taking over one of my ward OT staff, so that why he came to my ward. It's been almost 3mths since I last seen him. Hope we can do some catching up!
I am grateful cos I manage to have a long break as the ward is not that busy, and I was doing junior work. Happy cos there were days I won't even have time for break or only have just enough time to grab a quick bite. hahaha.... Alright, that all for now.... I gotta sleep!
I thought of this particular Dr who is currently attached to my ward, he is really nice, but I think the staff in my ward likes to ask him to do things. Some time I really pity him cos he is really too nice, and people do take advantage of that. I hope that he will not feel that he has been made used of. I hope that he will not feel pressured every time the nurses ask him to do things. I hope that this thing that happen will not change him, and cos him to dislike nurses... Hahaha... Let it be that whatever he is doing is genuine. I think I am interested to know him more, not just as a Dr in my ward. I want to know him like a friend. How? So funny!!!
Anyway, today in the ward I happen to see Justyn! So happy. He is in CGH for his OT attachment for 8weeks. His mentor happen to be taking over one of my ward OT staff, so that why he came to my ward. It's been almost 3mths since I last seen him. Hope we can do some catching up!
I am grateful cos I manage to have a long break as the ward is not that busy, and I was doing junior work. Happy cos there were days I won't even have time for break or only have just enough time to grab a quick bite. hahaha.... Alright, that all for now.... I gotta sleep!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
BGR Issue...
Have not been blogging for ages... Feel rather frustrated. It seems like everyone around my age is attached and getting married. Feel the urgency and pressure to get attached too. Not that I am desperate, but I really pray that I can find that perfect one destined for me.
I know God has His timing, but sometimes I just get kind of impatient and despondent waiting for that one. Yet at times we just need to be more proactive, but then at the end of the day we get hurt; what the point? I don't wanna get upset but this thing is making me depress.... I think BGR is my 自命伤ba. I guess God is teaching me to be strong emotionally.
Maybe at times I am really not confident about myself; so unsure about myself. HE want to teach me to be more confident. So that I will be confident to face everyday challenges, so that I can face difficulties with my prospective half.
Maybe I still need to learn to be more expressive, to learn to express myself more accurately, so that when I am in a relationship, the way I speak and express myself will not ruin the relationship.
Maybe I am not as beautiful and slim enough to attract the other party. Man are visual animal as people always says. I am spending money, trying to lost weight and catch up with my fashion sense. That's my commitment to reach my goal!
Maybe my character or behaviour sucks, that why no man is attracted to me? I am not girly and feminine enough. But I am fun to be with!!! Perhaps, guys will only like to be my friends cos I am fun, but not consider me as their future girlfriend. But changing to someone whom I am not is so painstaking and fake? As time passes, I realise I am so desperate, I don't mind changing myself to suit the taste of what guys are looking for in a girl. Sometimes, I like the new change, but many times I will question whether that is me or not? Am I being myself or am I trying to imitate somebody else.
I am so trapped! I know I shouldn't become who the world want me to be but who God want me to be! It's not easy, but i will try. God, give me the patience, wisdom, strength and determination to be who YOU want me to be! I need your grace and mercy. Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and all things shall be added undo me!
I will confess the positive!!!
I know God has His timing, but sometimes I just get kind of impatient and despondent waiting for that one. Yet at times we just need to be more proactive, but then at the end of the day we get hurt; what the point? I don't wanna get upset but this thing is making me depress.... I think BGR is my 自命伤ba. I guess God is teaching me to be strong emotionally.
Maybe at times I am really not confident about myself; so unsure about myself. HE want to teach me to be more confident. So that I will be confident to face everyday challenges, so that I can face difficulties with my prospective half.
Maybe I still need to learn to be more expressive, to learn to express myself more accurately, so that when I am in a relationship, the way I speak and express myself will not ruin the relationship.
Maybe I am not as beautiful and slim enough to attract the other party. Man are visual animal as people always says. I am spending money, trying to lost weight and catch up with my fashion sense. That's my commitment to reach my goal!
Maybe my character or behaviour sucks, that why no man is attracted to me? I am not girly and feminine enough. But I am fun to be with!!! Perhaps, guys will only like to be my friends cos I am fun, but not consider me as their future girlfriend. But changing to someone whom I am not is so painstaking and fake? As time passes, I realise I am so desperate, I don't mind changing myself to suit the taste of what guys are looking for in a girl. Sometimes, I like the new change, but many times I will question whether that is me or not? Am I being myself or am I trying to imitate somebody else.
I am so trapped! I know I shouldn't become who the world want me to be but who God want me to be! It's not easy, but i will try. God, give me the patience, wisdom, strength and determination to be who YOU want me to be! I need your grace and mercy. Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and all things shall be added undo me!
I will confess the positive!!!
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