The year is coming to an end in 2 more months. As I look back at 2011, I thank God that I have grown, not the physical sense but in my maturity as a person.
I have more control over my emotions, my thoughts, the words i speak and effective socialization. I remember I used to become very depressed for no rhythm of reason, and at time will cry over little things that upset me in secret. Somehow I know something is wrong. This is a bondage that I need to breakthrough from. I begin to pray earnestly for deliverance. I start to notice the change in my emotion when the idol altar of my house was removed by my parents. I thank God for this breakthrough! Soon after, I opened my house for cg meeting. I felt that heaven is open over my life, and seen many breakthrough follows after this!
Joining this year young adult retreat was also a turning point in my life. During the retreat God spoke in a special way to me, and that touch from Him, changes my heart and mind! I gain a lot of confident with myself, knowing that God is for me and He is always with me. I begin to see breakthrough in my work place as I begin to build good bonding with my colleague, and communication with my ward sister got a lot better! As if the window of heaven really opened up for me! I felt more relief at work even though it is tiring and stressful. My relationship with my family also got closer.
I also want to thank God for the many new friends i made along the way. They taught me so much in life! They have been a great example to me in terms of how God can move in a miraculous way... And they teach me to communicate effectively at work and with the people I am leading.
I also realise that when I decide to become who God want me to be, He begin to show me the flaws I have so that I can change myself to become better. This season alot of things is surfacing and I need God's love and wisdom to overcome all things! Holy Spirit come and be my help I pray! :)
